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1.
Spent 02:37
Staring in the mirror wondering what’s become of me If I can get past this inner gripping anxiety Will I see you? Can I find peace? I’ll never have enough, disappointments all I see Imagine nothing at all And that’s how I feel Thinly veiled mystery I can’t ever be happy You & I just disagree And I am spent I am Been spending my time giving all I can to this Feeling like a vessel that’s been poured to one last drip Can I just breathe & have a moment to myself? Is that so selfish? I gave you everything
2.
Go Solo 02:21
What do we tell ourselves to make it through the day We can’t even remember but we still have to play What do we tell ourselves to make it through the night We keep it close & hold each other tight Why can’t we go solo What’s so wrong wanting some goddamn space You always say you know better You always say can’t don’t won’t NO You always seem to know how to Kill all my hopes & dreams We keep running over the same old ground I don’t even know how we keep circling round How can we keep it up when we’re both so tired Is it even worth it I don’t know anymore
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The F Word 03:02
Nothing is not an answer actions could lead to peace I suppose it doesn’t matter cause nothing is as it seems Maybe you could ponder the sounder of other lives you see Knowing you aren’t alone here there’s always worse misery Fading fantasy failing from the apathy Fought so fitfully friend or foe duality Frightful freedom found forgotten fodder flung to ground Forbade fatality flattered faltered falling Nowhere is not an option there’s somewhere you’re meant to be Knowing where you’re going is half your destiny Seek knowledge to find meaning they say there’s a reason for everything I never much liked that idea living is just so messy Fading fantasy failing from the apathy Fought so fitfully friend or foe duality Frightful freedom found forgotten fodder flung to ground Forbade fatality flattered faltered falling Frantic finality faithless faceless reality Fluent fever lust fraught with faulty folly fuss
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I am done with this hell on Earth Resurgence of this massive curse But you probably sleep well I wish I wouldn’t relive & dwell Where do you get off thinking Atrocities are fantasies It seems like I’ve been falling I’m crushed under a mountain With no memory of how it used to be The garbage in my head in spinning Fire in my bell spitting All because of one thing he did to me He said to me You’re dead to me I am through with this purgatory It’s no use my heart’s a mortuary I’ll have you know you mean nothing to me You’re a catalyst & I’m reactionary You are moot I am serious I have become pain & weariness Impermanence passes with a breath Constant sorrow is my living death

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Recorded live at Opolis on 8-11-2018.

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released October 20, 2022

Elecktra: Guitar & Vocals
David Carlyle: Bass & Vocals
Nick Morgan: Drums

Mixed by Andrew Nũnez
Recorded by Jarvix

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